Ever since he broke up with me, I kinda don't like to look at my gallery or even draw.
So I'm sorry, personal art is on a major hold. I don't really have the will to get anything creative out right now.
Sorry, guys. I wasn't so affected until Summer hit, and then I got hit with how bad it hurts.
It's lonely. It's super lonely. I'm always reminded by all the stupid stuff in my room. So while I'm coping, I'll try to draw some stuff by hand, so I don't deteriorate my skills completely or anything.
I don't get why these things have to happen
I guess I shouldn't have been so ignorant. I was so happy, and things seemed SO good. I mean, we hit a bump, and then... Then what? Then it's done?
I guess he pretended to be happy for a long time. That must be it. Cause nothing really adds up.
It's been kinda hard on my body, so for a while there, I was on my "womanly time" for three weeks straight. It finally stopped, but I had lost a lot of weight and stuff. It seems to be back, but my apetite is... meh.
Stress isn't good for my body
Anyways... Got a tumblr, [link]
I really just post nerdy stuff there, or weird things, or sometimes sad stuff when I'm like... OMG CRY ;A;
Anyways, for all you people who've been missing me, I'd love to keep in touch somehow, so note me or something and I'll give contact info. I check DA, but the note system is really laggy and I hate it tons, so I don't come on here too often.
Sorry, guys. Things hurt really bad lately. I mean... He said that he couldn't give me what I wanted... But he already was. This isn't what I wanted at all
<so I wait for someone else to come along>